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CHAPTER VII: FEW YEARS LATER…



CHAPTER VII: FEW YEARS LATER…


As years passed by I was going through a very emotional phase. We tried to adjust ourselves in the ‘Just Friends' category but with passage of time, our friendship died a silent death. A love story that triggered between two souls just to end before it could blossom.

There were ups and down in life. The heart was sad and the mind depressed. I was battling all this because at the end of the day Life was moving on. I tried forgetting her but neither could that happen because she was not just in my heart but she was my heart and how could I forget my heart that kept pumping every second after second. Trying to forget someone whom you love is just like trying to remember someone whom you never knew.

People thought I was happy but what people never realised was that deep inside I was a lonely soul amidst a huge crowd trying to find solace. Every happy face has a troubled past and I call it ‘Experience’. An experience that taught me many things. It taught me to face life. It made me strong emotionally. 

I thought I was moving on when life once again put me in an emotional encounter. When I tried to walk ahead destiny pulled me back.

It happened so, I was walking on the road when I saw a well-known face in the crowd and all of a sudden the heart started racing. Emotions went frenzy. Mind travelled back on the timeline. I kept looking at her but didn't know what to do. She didn't even notice me. I moved ahead to talk and it was then when my eyes noticed something. Something very significant.

It was the Wedding ring. Yes The Wedding ring. She was happily married. My blood ran cold. I just went numb. Stood back just staring at her. Hands shivering. My eyes were seeing the reality but the poor heart was not ready to accept it.

Though It was bright sunny day, suddenly it started to rain. I got drenched. Drenched in memories. My wet emotional eyes looked at her and the heart said, “Though no longer we both are together but you have given me memories that I cherish. You were the love of my life. My first crazy love. You will always hold a special place in my heart all throughout my life. Look back once.. just look back.. I love you idiot... I still love you”


- Ninad Wagh

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